only a week 2 day til the op ,it took me a whole day 2 work out how long a week is! my perception of time has gone all awry ,it still seems on one hand a long way off ,and on the other not! .i keep looking at the date and then the day, to get it to sink in! mixed feeling allthe time ,beause im living in a differnt sort of normal ,it shard to work out what is normal. I know who i am ,i have the same though and feeling i think but i do feell so different at times.sigh it s hard to explain too! , i was now ,I no living life very hard ,everything had go sooo difficalt ....frm what was happenign in to me , to what to eat, i had so much clutter in my head and around me ,i coulnt orgainis e things properly, the house was clean,and had soem sense of order but it all felt strange ,little things annoyed me ect this was over a period of 5 mayb 6 weeks ,coudl be more...ive forgotten ....... any way that me in a glimpse ,a lsice of my my crazy at times other world!
so my day ,easy to show u in picures ,and plse exuse the shambles ,luck i can shut the doo to the garage or i tell you it would do my head in if i had to look at it !!!
so see !!! sigh! oh i have done a bit of a tidy since ,but hardly made a .dent!! !
see where im at tommrow huh!!!!! as it seems to take me ages to do Stuff ,like whle hous go passed and ime still pottering with sonelthing small! did my hall table ,well that must hav taken an hour and i only shifted some flowers!