gee don't i sound all posiiveand full of the joys lol ! yes i am feeling good ,love my drugs love my drugs!!! thort i'd be a bit grumpy or out of sorts but i'm good ! not muhc sleep bit didnt really expect much ,my mind is too busy ! i hav lists upon lists never been so organised!!! great i just got distracted and 4 got wat i was goin to say it was all deep and meaningfull too ! any way it s a;ll abit crazy isnt it ,,goin off to have my head drilled into !! srtangest feeling ! i'm derading the after affecst im not good coming out of an anastehtic i go a bit ,or lot loopy ,but as long as its normal loopy !!hehe not many peolpe do come ot normal lol . well i think im a bt hyped to write too much more,wish me luc huh i'll take all i can get!!!!!! c uon the other side ,i'..leave u with some more of my garden . Sunsihine and happiness .xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxooooooo'
had a good day today but i'm a bit had it!!! spent the day as home tyding up and half heartedly getting reday for hospital tomorrow . i guess it will all get done ,. im not typing well at all! ,so this will be short . cnat think bout stuff too mich or it does my head in a bit . house is all nice and tidy and clean ,god hope i dont lose all my new found mad house wife skills! i did a bit more painting ,but ran out of paint ,so that will all have to wait till i get home ,still so much to do in the shed but looking 4 ward to doing it . if i didnt stress so much about every1 worrying bout me it would help ,i hav no patience with some people ,its weird ,i get so irritable where i never used to oh well ,guess i just get used to the new me and i'll hav the op and lose all my new found me !!.i actually hope not all of it cos boy hav i seen the light about so many things !!! it actualyl been a really insight ful process ,and i really dont want a lot of the old Kim back ! i like me a lot now ,its a neat feeling ,that why im writing all this down so i can look back and remeber the new Me . if i dont write 2 morrow its probabll cos i wont hav time . thans 4 listenting and I''LL BE BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! much sunshine and happiness .