Sunday, 27 November 2011

Believe ............It WILL all be well .....xxxxxxxxxx

Well the day is here ! Operation lift off !!!!!!!111

gee don't  i sound all posiiveand full of the joys lol   ! yes i am feeling good ,love my drugs love my drugs!!!   thort i'd be a bit grumpy  or out of sorts but i'm good ! not muhc sleep bit didnt really expect much ,my mind is too busy !  i hav lists upon  lists   never been so organised!!!     great i just got distracted and 4 got wat i was goin to say it  was all deep and meaningfull too !   any way it s a;ll abit crazy isnt it  ,,goin off to have my head drilled into !!  srtangest feeling ! i'm derading the after affecst im not good coming out of an anastehtic  i go a bit ,or lot loopy ,but as long as its normal loopy !!hehe  not many peolpe do come ot normal lol  .    well i think im a bt hyped to write too much more,wish me luc huh i'll take all i can get!!!!!!  c uon the other side ,i'..leave u with some more of my garden . Sunsihine and happiness .xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxooooooo'

gosh im tired!!!!

had a good day today but i'm a bit had it!!!   spent the day as home tyding  up and half heartedly getting reday for hospital tomorrow . i guess it will all get done ,. im not typing well at all! ,so this will be short .  cnat think bout stuff too mich or it does my head in a bit .  house is all nice and tidy and clean   ,god hope i dont lose all my new found mad house wife skills!    i did a bit more painting ,but ran out of paint ,so that will all have to wait till i get home ,still so much to do in the shed but looking 4 ward to doing it .   if i  didnt stress so much about every1 worrying bout me it would help   ,i hav no patience with some people ,its weird ,i get so irritable where i never used to  oh well ,guess i just get used to the new me and i'll hav the op and lose all my new found  me !!.i actually hope not all of it cos boy hav i seen the light about so many things !!! it actualyl been a really insight ful process ,and i really dont  want a lot of the old Kim back ! i like me a lot now ,its a neat feeling ,that why im writing all this  down so i can look back and remeber the new  Me .     if i dont write 2 morrow its probabll cos i wont hav time .  thans 4 listenting and I''LL BE BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! much sunshine and happiness .