Wednesday, 23 March 2011

The Not So Good Stuff.....

This is hard to write as I am in a bit of shock I guess ,but I need to write it down ,even if no one reads it for awhile. That will change though as I am ready to link my blog to my family and friends as I think it will help all of us in this next stage of mine.

I had an Oncology appointment today I,had an inkling when the doctor called me in to the room as he has been the one to give me bad news before .  He had the results of my CT Scan taken last week  .  I now have tumours on my ovaries .(the tumours I had and are susceptable to, are  Liposarcomas ) They are malignant tumours . I now have to have a Hysterectomy to remove  my ovaries and everything else .

I had a cry ,yell ,scream, when i got back to the car and drove off . I had called into St Vincents Church shop in Onehunga before my appointment and the lovely lady put some things away for me as they didn't have eftpos ,so I went back with some cash . I wish to thank those lovely women ,because I must have looked a right mess ,! I didn't say anything to them and maybe they didn't notice .....but yhey were so nice I calmed down a bit and had a better look around and of course spied something else to get!!  Not even bad news can stop me !!

Must go now as I have to get   T from school  .....

Waiting for sealer to dry.........

I thought, while I was waiting for the sealer to do it's thing, I would do some dusting  with the help? of Jude my kitten !! My bedside chair is getting rather crowded ,I have books everywhere! beside the bed ,on the bed ,probably under it too !! I was about to shift the books on the chair when Jude decided to play with the book tower on the other side!! ,so spent the dusting time re-stacking it !!  Was taking some images when the batteries started going flat so no pictures of the book slide ,I guess Jude had fun,,,he is so cute that I forgive him everytime.