|daytime ,so you can see it is white!!|
|my white roses ,I'm picking a bunch a day .|
|the sun shone for 5 mins!|
|My un-hanging planter! I like to loook at it out my window ,its grown so much!|
|My favourite geranium ,growing madly now I've repotted it. ,and chillies.|
I've thinking up things I can do for my mother to thank her for the trips to the hospital and also my friend C . I've not liked mum having to do this as she should really just be worrying about herself but I guess I couldnt have stopped her . If Tiare had been at school I would have used the cancer society drivers but he needed a sitter so that didnt work. I am really blessed with the support and encouragement I get esp those I have met up with again on Facebook ,an old friend sent me a laptop she wasnt really using yesterday ,I mean isn't that just the nicest thing! I get daily inspirational quotes from people too . So yes I am a very fortunate lady! some people have backed off and a few of them have suprised me in this ,but I guess its their issue and I cant let it affect me too much .I did this myself too, when my beloved aunt was dying , I still feel tremendous guilt to this day ,as she was one person in my life that I adored ,she taught me so much over the years and always had time for me , I have excuses of course I do but thats all they are, and I can't justify them in any way . Aunty Aureole ,I love you and always will and I really really miss you .
I don't believe how wide wake I am again and it's nearly 1 in the morning ,I guess its the afternoon sleep that does it and the meds! can't forget the meds sigh . I also can't believe how much I go on about sleep and eating ! it 's like having a baby in the house agaain except I'm the baby!! and look how many I's are in this text ,a blog really is an' All about me thing 'isn't it?!! Still why not? lol I also have a headache agasin ! so I will now have to wait up a bit longer to take some more panadol ,I only took some at 10 (I think) I sould really write it down at night . I would love the headaches to stop ,it may take a while apparently ,oh what joy ........... Well I think I will watch the movie 'Girl with a pearl earring" I have never seen it . Hope you have a good weekend all .