Wednesday, 27 April 2011

Tears, A Tantrum ,and Tea Cosy's

I'm very tired and upset tonight so this will be a short post. I had a phone call today from the gynae/onco nurse ,to tell me my surgery has been 'put off' , My original surgeon is not happy for me to have the ovary tumour removal as yet, he wants to see me on Friday,and discuss options? what options are left I don't know. I am so angry at the change .I mean you build yourself up for an op .I am pretty open to whatever needs to be done in regards to my cancer ,but it is so tiring ,I'm getting sicker by the week ,and I'm so tired of it ,I need to know definites ,and i think any cancer patient would say the same .It;s really hard to keep 'up' and positive but you do it because you know it all helps but I can't have the Pollyanna outlook all the time when this sort of crap happens (please excuse language ,it would be worse ,but this is a family show)  So I had a tantrum! I've said earlier they do help!!  . but my crocheting,  along with being relaxing , is actually producing!  I've made a tea cosy , it's certainly not great,and it looks like it would fit a Giant's tea pot , but it has a certain charm I think, and the bright colours give me a lift!  I'm just going to sew it up and start another. thanks for listening .

2 comments:

  1. I am so sorry to hear this, bloody hospitals but you have to believe that they know what they are doing, and if your not happy at the end of the day it is your body tell him you want the opp. I have spent all afternoon and early evening at the hospital with my Eldest son he has Crohn's disease and we think he has relapsed he had to have an MRI scan a long with drinking 2 pints of a yukky drink, an injection to make his bowel and body go sleepy and a tube to insert the dye. Results in 2 weeks its a constant waiting game and a battle. I think i have said all this to say that i understand where you are coming from. Its good to have a rant and no better place than your own blog i say ;-)) I hope that things sort themselves out for you. Good luck, hugs dee xx

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  2. Hi Kim, I'm so sorry about your news. That would be so frustrating. It sounds like you handle it better than I would. I just found out this week that two of my friends have cancer. They are a mother and a daughter - at the same time. It just makes me so sad. This cancer thing is just such a terrible mystery. I mean, why you? Why my friends? Why some at such a young age, and not others? Without knowing these answers, how can you avoid it? I hate to see my friends suffer.
    Your tea cozy is very cute. I also find knitting to be very relaxing.
    I have you in my prayers.

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