Friday, 30 December 2011
I'm over it ........or I've lost my Pollyanna
Okay I'll stop the pity party now , fake it till you make it, right? I did have a bit of a pamper session tonight though ,did my nails and a bit of a pedicure ,as I 'd like to feel good and look as good as I can ( well as good as one can with a fat neck ! ) tomorrow night . 'Ive got some fat clothes too lol, actually its one of those one size fits all numbers
( top and jeans) and it doesnt look t oo bad . I will wear full make up as I have to stop wearing it when I start treatment ,yuk, I dont leave the house without my mascara on! and yes I will be dancing to ABBA with all my heart ! you can gaurantee that it will be played 50 or so times for me lol .
So I'm feeling better now ,thank goodness huh? ,see what a bloody rollercoaster it all is , but that's life as I know it etc etc . I'm reading the 'Woman's Room '(Marilyn French) again, one of my favorite books of all time , I don't know if it will help or not, but reading about a lot of other frustrated housewives trying to find their power ,and the meaning of their lives , maybe just what I need ! I've forgotten a lot of it actually .
Have a great New Year's Eve and roll on 2012 !
Posted by Kim Murray at Friday, December 30, 2011